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[15 Aug 2008|09:27pm]
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you, Im shaking with how much I hate you. I hate you. Was I just the excuse you needed to be free of your parents? Did you have this all planned? Did you ever really care... I hate you
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Surgery [18 Jan 2008|09:59pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

So its official Im going to have my tonsils removed. After 7 years of bull shit and politics and being sick and junk.... they are coming out.

And all I want to do is crawl into a little hole and not do it. Did you know that they're going to have to intubate me. This had never crossed my mind before. I just thought "Great take them out"... I never thought how they were going to do this and what was entailed.

They will put me under, they will burn away at my throat, they can possibly chip my tooth or purmanetly burn/scar my lip. Potential side effects, I could bleed to death. No seriously. There is a recovery time of 10 days during which I could statr to bleed and would need to go back asap. No physical activity. Heavy, heavy liquid pain killers. Some people find it hurts too much to drink water and become dehydreted and need to be put on an IV drip. Not to mention that you dont eat anything for like 3 days... Im part time at work so Im not going to be paid for my abscence.

Yup, never really thought of the consequences... Yet this is also the girl who got married so that stupid-o could still see his family, and look at how well that turned out.

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The end... divorced. [21 Dec 2007|06:03pm]
We went our seperate ways, we kissed our last good bye's, we said our last "I love you's", we signed a peice of paper to end it all.
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Keith's truth [09 Oct 2007|11:31am]

Put this in the search bar and hit enter. Good to know he's still lying. Funny, not me.
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is this how it works? [15 Nov 2005|01:25pm]
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A quote [23 May 2005|12:29pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I don't need your hate
I decide my fate
You cannot sedate
All the things you hate

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Yeah... I did art! [19 Jan 2005|09:15pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

I made a picture, with pastells and stuff, its cool, its artsy-fartsey. I did it myself. Does anyone want my picture, its really cool, despite not being an artist... C'mon someone, put this on your wall!

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Uhh yeah. [12 Jan 2005|09:59pm]
Because my mother-in-law is scanning the entirety of Keith's friends list, I feel that I would feel more comfortable without that "being watched" feeling. So from here on out I'll be posting "friends only" ok?

I'm backing Keith up on this.
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Arg...want to forget about the day.... [11 Jan 2005|07:57am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Who knew that trying to get unemployment benefits would be sooooo hard. I applyed online and it took 2 hours, and then at the end of it all it tells me that my request cannot be looked at untill I hand in my Record of Employment paper. Im sorry but why did I just spend 2 hours doing this, if you still wont look at me. And trying to talk to a human being on the phoe is exhausing. They dont know what your eligeable for or why your calling and one number just leads to another that leads to another touch tome service that wont let you talk to a person, and this goes on and on and on.

Arg... Im a little ticked at the moment. And I have a mullet, dont listen to Keith, if I dont put crazy amounts of hair crap in my hair , i have a blast from the past kinda hair do. Its called a MULLET. My mother on the other hand says that she cut it, being inspired from the 80's. I still dont like how my hair looks, but Im learning to deal with it.

There are days where I would like to be able to cral in to bed and not have to worry about things. Or to be able to wake up in the morning and say "Geeezzz, I feel beautiful today..." instead of" Ahhhhh... what the hell are those, and why is my face red , and why do I have a mullet, and why, and why, and why am I so funny looking?" I guess today will be an ugly day. Its on;y fitiing today I have math class and today I tryed to go on welfare. Today I am ugly.

I want to have people over for dinner, like real ppl, not Jon, not that you jon are not a real person, you're just really far away and I want to make someone dinner. If anyone's up for dinner, I guess let me know.

Oh yeah and its so ******* nice to be refered to as a "Recreational activity". Doesnt it make you feel cheap. I dont expect anyone to get that, its mostly just me venting.

Arg... back to bed where I can forget about the day....

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Yeah.....Bats [09 Jan 2005|01:23pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I had a wonderfull time last night at the Mest Box. And my goodness there was soo soo much meat, I didnt expect that. It was nice to see people again, but I relise that most of those people weren't my kind of people. None the less I had a good time, it was nice when things quieted down and people cleared out. It was a shame that kitty wasn't feeling well, oh well.

Im watching the Kratt brothers, their doing an episode about Bats, its interesting and creepy. I like the Kratt brothers, especially their new show "Becoming the creture" its better then "Zaboomafoo". Ahhh I cant watch this anymore the beatly are trying to eat the bats.... eeeekkkkk....

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Jobless [04 Jan 2005|03:32pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

"Quite your job Hilary, it will do you some good, you'll find another,we'll all help".

BULL, bull is what I say. I now find myself jobless and worried. I left a good job, where I knew people where people looked foward to seeing me , where I am missed. Fopr what? Nothing, a rejection because I'm in school. A good paying job because, I am in school full time. The best part of this all is that Im currently the one supporting Keith, and he has a job. He has parents who are paying for his education. I had to go to court to get tuition out of my dad, and now I'm paying for everything, without a job.

I shouldn't be worried I mean, I 'll be fine for Januairy without any more income. I wont be able to do anything, or go any where, or have any fun, but I'll mannage. See what Keith doesnt always get is that even though I have money now, I wont later. He always has his parents if he's really stuck. Me, I dont have that option. Not because my mother wouldnt want to be able to provide for me , its that she cant.

And people owe me money! Lots of people owe me money! Please remember that you owe me money and give me this money. Money means that I can buy things, like food and food is what I need. More importantly I need a job.

I just dont know what to do with myself..... I put all my eggs in one basket and am jow left with nothing.

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Wow... [01 Jan 2005|08:03pm]
So haopy new years eveyone. I hope that you were all safe, and starting to recover. I had a wonderfull time last night.
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This might work.... [22 Oct 2004|09:33pm]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

I just wanted to take a moment to thank everyone for participating in our wedding. I was soo happy to see everyone there and for all the support that people provided us with. Thank you again. I'm hoping that this will work, my uncle took some photos and this is the link.
www.jerrysullivan.com/hilary_wedding .

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Get me outta here! [11 Oct 2004|05:49pm]
Things are a little too crazy right now. Its crunch time, and my moms driving me nutts. but you know..... ahhhhhhh..... ok ok ok we'll survive.
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Ouch [29 Jul 2004|02:34pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I had a wonderfull time up at the cottage but Im burnt to a crisp!

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Thank you! [09 Jul 2004|04:12pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I just wanted to take a minute to thank everyone for coming last night and for being great friends. Not to mention for all pulling together so that I can now afford to get me a tattoo. I'll be sure to show it to you all, maybe not Nip, cuz it might be near my naughty bits and well.... we all know that Nip should stop being a pussy and date Raz... I mean, thank you all again for such a wonderfull evening.

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Fringe [12 Jun 2004|10:38am]
[ mood | anxious ]

OK guys, now don't dissapoint me... come see my show! here's everything you need to know.

Sarah with an "H" the musical
Your typical gay victorian love story
Theatre D'aujourd'hui Venue #2
3900 st Denis ( Its the only theater on the streeet, it a real theater, its by Dragon Rouge)
TODAY June 12, 4:14
June13, 6:00
June 16, 8:00
June 18,6:00
June 19, 3:30
June 20, 8:15

Now remember to show up early so that you can get seats, and there is a cost Im sorry I dont know it, but it wont be more then 10 bucks. Please oh please come, all, come, Jay's in it too!

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Friends should equal help! [28 May 2004|01:03pm]
I am currently at school waiting to go back to my dreaded french class. It isnt that bad today we're doing oral presentations. I really don;t want to do my oral presentation! Evryone in my class seems to be is Administtion and smart difficult classes, like social workers and real life people. then there's me! "Hi, my orals on Improv, Im in theater, yes , I know I have no career, would you like to give me money?" And they all know how to use power point! I don't hell all I know is how to use the assatate thingy, and even then I need help making an assitate and I dont have an assitate or the markers for it , or anything. I suck.

Last night I thought I lost my script, called Keith almost crying. then I got home and thought that I lost my wallet, started to cry, and cry , then Keith found it, but I kept on crying. Geeze, Im turning into such a baby these days.

In other news, rehersals are going good. You ALL need to see this show. No excuses. I have to say that in general I am very dissapointed with my so called friends. None of you have come to support me. yes there are eceptions. keith seen everything, then again he had to or Id kill him. Ronan and Jon caught ONE show out of the four this year. Anne came to the most , toher then Keith. And the rest of you SUCK. you should be asshamed of yourselves. you know even when I offered to get you in for free , there was laways something holding you back. Well whne you need me to support you, I try my best to be there. Now I need you, so come support us damnit. More importantly support meeee... I cant do any of this without the help of my friends.
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Patern? [26 May 2004|03:30pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

Ahhhhhhh..... still don't have a place to live, time is running out, soon I will be homeless, ahhhhhhhhh..... French intensive, very hard, might die, ahhhhh..... Fringe festival show, very fun, missing a lead male, might die some more, ahhhhhhh...... Can't work cuz of crazy schedual, hungry, starving to death, ahhhhhhhh....... Does any one here see a patern? AAAAaaahhhhhhhhhhh.........

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PARTY [19 May 2004|05:00pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

This saturday there is going to be a HUGE birthday party for Keith. He's going to be turning 21 and EVERYONE is invited. That means my friends too! So if by chance you're not friends with Keith, you should come celebrate the fact that I GRADUATED !!!!!!! NO MORE THEATER LA LA LAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa....

So yes this Saturday night at our appartment, please feel free to call, and bring your grandmother if she's up to it. EVERYONE MUST COME!

Love Hilary, can't wait to see you all there, I know my Nana's looking foward to it :)

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